Friday, August 24, 2007

.. [ day nine] .. random thoughts of a homeless sex offender

... should I order a BLT or bacon and eggs with pancakes? ...

... boy its cold, maybe I should not take my jacket to the cleaners? ...

... nah that would not be very Armanian of me ...

... 'crispy bacon please', I like friendly waiters, 'can you make sure they use tomatoes that are not too ripe? Thanks.' ...

... hm, I really have to stop eating at the shelter, I am starting to gain a little too much weight ...

... before I was an alleged sex offender I used to love this cafe, now as an alleged sex offender I still like this cafe ...

... that was a strange posting by ZMAN, he is passionate, appears to be a computer nerd like me, and seems to have a strong drive. Wonder if he is a SO himself? 'Does it matter?' NAH. ...

... today I need to do my weekly homeless sex offender registration at the court house ...

... you know speaking of that last thought, really does it matter? I mean, it sure seems like a silly thing, lets keep a short leash on these sex offenders, lets let them know we are following them where ever they go , what ever they do ...

... extensive research on recidivism among the general criminal population has identified a set of factors that are consistently associated with subsequent criminal behavior. These factors include being young, having an unstable employment history, abusing alcohol and drugs, holding pro-criminal attitudes, and associating with other criminals (Gendreau, Little, and Goggin, 1996) ...

... the identification of dynamic factors that are associated with reduced recidivism holds particular promise in effectively managing sex offenders because the strengthening of these factors can be encouraged through various supervision and treatment strategies ...

... in general, the recidivists were described as having more chaotic, antisocial lifestyles compared to the non-recidivists (Hanson and Harris, 1998) ...

Hold the thoughts here --> I get it ... OK DOC ... I see your ploy make me homeless, make me appear to be not together, not able to have a job, make me look like I can not even provide for a home <-- don't worry I got your number, and for the other sex offenders at the shelter with me ... I keep telling them, 'see what they are doing ... YOUR OK ... don't let them do this to you!' ... OK - OK - maybe these weren't so random thoughts ... but my BLT is here - time to eat :) ... Peace. (... totally random thought ... I just did a spell check and got 100% no errs!! ... a first ... now that is totally random! LOL ...)

1 comment:

Tal said...

Hi, Keep hanging in there.I know it's easy to say but dont give up no matter what society says or predict's about you , Proove all the negative minds wrong !
I miss washington state , i moved 4 years ago to Kansas and have regretted it ever since.....i really miss the smell of wet grass and earth ...Take care of yourself and stay warm.
wishing you all the best,
Tal